Random thoughts.

The past few days have been completely random but seriously some of the best nights ever <3

It was Friday evening and I decided to take Roxanne on a walk once the temperature had cooled down some. It was a very wonderful walk, though nothing special. I had been listening to my Ipod so I missed a call from this boy that I had hung out with before but did not particularly feel even intrigued to be friends with. I saw he had left a voice mail and after a minute of contemplating whether I should take the time to open it, I listened to his invitation to hang out with some friends and meet some DJ's.

And of course I agreed! :)

Every part of the night was absolutely amazing- I hung out with so many Dj's for hours and met wonderful people. Going into the place I only knew one person, and now I'm friends with almost everyone that came :) :) They were all very kind hearted people. There was one boy, however, who didn't talk to me much, or at least as much as I had wanted. His name was Jeff.

On the way home we talked a lot while the other two guys were passed out in the backseat and at the very end of the road trip he invited me to a BBQ he was having July 4th with his family.

The strange thing is, straight away we felt so close, we ALWAYS had stuff to laugh about and talk about, he's the sweetest kid ever. It was sooo hard going home last night, I just wanted to go to sleep in his arms. We both barely knew each other (I met him Friday evening) but everything just clicked <3

At first I was a little curious why I had such an interest in someone who was 25, but then I started thinking that I hang out with people of all ages, so 25 is actually the median of the range of ages of friends, so it works well. And I also wondered "why now?" Why on Earth would God send this wonderful boy to me when I'm leaving in three weeks? I remember with Billy and Amir it was also this weird mutual out of nowhere attraction (and come to think of it, both Billy and I started liking each other without even talking once and dated for two years). And I was constantly waiting for that person...where you could feel the "click" and finallyyyy after a year it happened :) :) But why now?

I can't guess why, but that won't stop me from spending the next 3 weeks with him :) :)